Karina has crossed the line this time and it made me spiral out of control. I was friends with her so I told her that I was expecting a very bad health diagnosis and she replied "At 11pm?" I know she was intending to make light of this situation and troll me and joke around but I'm extremely hurt by her decision to do this at an extremely poor time where I was seeking help. I take accountability for my actions, said some things I shouldn't have but everyone has their limits and I just cracked.