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Hi to whom it may concern,

(Edited) hope you respect me more this time. I was high on drugs and said some very out of line things, but not to my memory because I was literally on copious amounts of drugs. I also am now in recovery and getting help for my substance abuse and sexual issues. Please remove my ban.



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jonesthor082 said:
Hi to whom it may concern,
My IP Address has been blocked for life due to a CSAM warning. I let my “friend” use my phone to go on the chat within the last week and I don’t know what he did via my acct that made that happen? He won’t admit to anything besides “ageplay” and that nothing he said was serious. I am beyond frightened and disgusted. I was abused myself as a child so this is a huge trigger for me and I need to know if I can be unbanned. My email address is . Please forward to the mod o)devomer(f the Gay Chat Room. I hope you understand the position I am in. Thank you.

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Ive removed your IP Please don't post it on forums if GC admin needs it he will ask in DM

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jonesthor082 said:
Hi to whom it may concern,
My IP Address has been blocked for life due to a CSAM warning. I let my “friend” use my phone to go on the chat within the last week and I don’t know what he did via my acct that made that happen? He won’t admit to anything besides “ageplay” and that nothing he said was serious. I am beyond frightened and disgusted. I was abused myself as a child so this is a huge trigger for me and I need to know if I can be unbanned. My email address is (removed)Please forward to the mod of the Gay Chat Room. I hope you understand the position I am in. Thank you.

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What is your username in the room please so @Inkandtatts may further investigate. Nothing comes up matching your username/ email.
 
I just want to be given one just one chance to prove I am decent. I obviously have trauma and went a little too far with ageplay and I am sorry. I hope you take my honesty as something. I am trying to fix myself.
 
Chances of you getting be unbanned are slim to none. The post made from that account was asking for STR (aka requesting child pornography). As the account holder- it is your responsibility.

@Inkandtatts will of course make a decision when he sees your post.

EDIT- first it was your friend and now it was you high on drugs? GTFO of here. I’ve never accidently asked for cp while high.
 
Either way, I don’t condone that or wish to view any material in that sense. Like I said I was prettyunder the influence at the time during a relapse. So, I apologize. Also if my email could be removed from that thread reply that’d be great thanks
 
jonesthor082 said:
I let my “friend” use my phone to go on the chat within the last week and I don’t know what he did via my acct that made that happen? He won’t admit to anything besides “ageplay” and that nothing he said was serious. I am beyond frightened and disgusted. I was abused myself as a child so this is a huge trigger for me
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jonesthor082 said:
hope you respect me more this time. I was high on drugs and said some very out of line things, but not to my memory because I was literally on copious amounts of drugs. I also am now in recovery and getting help for my substance abuse and sexual issues.
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jonesthor082 said:
I just want to be given one just one chance to prove I am decent. I obviously have trauma and went a little too far with ageplay and I am sorry. I hope you take my honesty as something. I am trying to fix myself.
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I'm absolutely gobsmacked. First you blame your "friend" saying he participated in age play and that you were "beyond frightened and disgusted" by it. Then you say you were high on drugs and "went a little too far with ageplay." As the lovely @MissMotive said, you were removed for requesting to exchange child pornography. STR is a child pornography trading term. If you were asking to trade anything else, you would not have used a term specific to CSAM. There's no honesty in anything you say. You were given a chance to "prove you were decent" when you joined, and you quickly lost that chance by your own doing. @Inkandtatts has the final say on your ban, but I wouldn't hold your breath. I'm glad you're getting help and trying to fix yourself, and I encourage you to work through those issues far away from here.
 
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when you’re high on heroin and crack what do you expect. I probably copy and pasted what someone else wrote. Either way it doesn’t matter. Not here to be grilled I was here to come to terms and find out what happened. Now I know. Thanks and just remove this post.
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Grilled? Buddy you deserve a lot worse than that for the crap you pulled. I mean the absolute absurdity of a pedo getting defensive when called out for being a disgusting person. You deserve everything you get and more
 
Normally I’d be hoping a thread like this gets closed quickly as it’s clear what’s going on. But this one is such a prime example of how a pedo thinks and operates it’s a good lesson for all.
The deflections, the excuses, the lies, the feigned innocence, etc. Classic pedo behavior, disgusting as it may be.
 
jonesthor082 said:
when you’re high on heroin and crack what do you expect. I probably copy and pasted what someone else wrote. Either way it doesn’t matter. Not here to be grilled I was here to come to terms and find out what happened. Now I know. Thanks and just remove this post.
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I’ve been on many elicit substances in my past and never wanted anything sexual involving minors.

Your story is changing and you’re trying to blame it on drugs which is not the issue.

Drugs may heighten sexual desires but they are things that are normally already there.

For your well being, the quality of our room, and your gross request I’m hoping your ban isn’t over turned.
 
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