Sorry for the loss of your uncle, sweetie. It is really rough.
I lost my aunt on February 12th, the family dog on February 14th and my grandma fell and got a fracture on Feb 15th and then she passed away the beginning of March.
Everyone grieves differently, it is ok not to be ok.
Maybe a grief counselor could help you? It is worth a shot. Family members could help with grief too. Try to take walks everyday, it could help clear your mind. Try to stay distracted in any way you can so you’re not in the dumps staying depressed.
I have been working with the elderly for the past 7 years so I’ve become numb to people passing away. Death is a natural process. Your family that has passed away no longer is in any pain. If you believe in God- they are up in Heaven looking down on you. They are now your guardian angels.
Something else that could help you is reading about the 7 stages of grief. A quick g00gle search is all you need for that. I really hope you take care of yourself. Self care is important so make sure you’re taking care of yourself. ❤️