ANXIETY

this isn't about MODS // my real name is DARIAN


for the past couple years or year at least people don't realize that even though i SPEAK like im neoro-typical [[ did i spell that correctly ?? ]] i have a disability so because that doesn't JIVE with anybody, they " gang up " on me spontaneously // i keep trying to explain this to everybody but they don't let me get a word in edge-wise // im so frustrated // i have OCD + autism + schizo affective disorder which might explain why i type in the manner that i do

it might not be a good idea to name names of people in the room who " provoke " or BAIT me into fighting // also, i have a friend named loretta who might post more about me // maybe you can all call her since she was my " case manager " in a program for people with disabilities called RHD [[ resources for human development ]] in philadelphia //

maybe if i could " prove " // validate that im in a program everybody would back down but the HIPPA rules doesn't permit that

also, i'll have to ask loretta's permission for any of you to talk with her // we'll see

finally...............loretta has brought it to my attention that most people in the room PROBABLY realize i have a disability and that's why i type the way i do // NOT because im just a " punk " or obnoxious person // which i was tossing and turning in my sleep over trying to DETERMINE what all of you THINK of me and why we're always fighting //

so therefore im simply being BULLIED !!!!!!!
 
this isn't about MODS // my real name is DARIAN


for the past couple years or year at least people don't realize that even though i SPEAK like im neoro-typical [[ did i spell that correctly ?? ]] i have a disability so because that doesn't JIVE with anybody, they " gang up " on me spontaneously // i keep trying to explain this to everybody but they don't let me get a word in edge-wise // im so frustrated // i have OCD + autism + schizo affective disorder which might explain why i type in the manner that i do

it might not be a good idea to name names of people in the room who " provoke " or BAIT me into fighting // also, i have a friend named loretta who might post more about me // maybe you can all call her since she was my " case manager " in a program for people with disabilities called RHD [[ resources for human development ]] in philadelphia //

maybe if i could " prove " // validate that im in a program everybody would back down but the HIPPA rules doesn't permit that

also, i'll have to ask loretta's permission for any of you to talk with her // we'll see

finally...............loretta has brought it to my attention that most people in the room PROBABLY realize i have a disability and that's why i type the way i do // NOT because im just a " punk " or obnoxious person // which i was tossing and turning in my sleep over trying to DETERMINE what all of you THINK of me and why we're always fighting //

so therefore im simply being BULLIED !!!!!!!
Hi Darian, welcome to forums after all these years. @GREEK PICNIC

I know you have a disability darian, known you for several years in General Chat eh? It must be very difficult for you with schitzo affective, and autism. I know one of my mods spoke to your case manager last year. You can your case manager look me up here also if it helps you.

Ill help you any way I can 🙂
 
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he is whining about general chat because he can't follow the rules that the mods give him and he fakes stuff to make people feel bad for him
He said in Singles he pretends to have OCD and autism to piss people off in Gen and "because it's funny".
 
many people have both, and not the only one right? and since you do, I would think you would be a bit more understanding of other peoples barriers.
i am if they dont use it when they are told something
 
many if not most people who suffer from depression or anxiety, also suffer from the other.
He claims thats why he disrupts the chat room which is slap to the face of people who have these conditions. It's no different than what Ryrytime does.
 
this isn't about MODS // my real name is DARIAN


for the past couple years or year at least people don't realize that even though i SPEAK like im neoro-typical [[ did i spell that correctly ?? ]] i have a disability so because that doesn't JIVE with anybody, they " gang up " on me spontaneously // i keep trying to explain this to everybody but they don't let me get a word in edge-wise // im so frustrated // i have OCD + autism + schizo affective disorder which might explain why i type in the manner that i do

it might not be a good idea to name names of people in the room who " provoke " or BAIT me into fighting // also, i have a friend named loretta who might post more about me // maybe you can all call her since she was my " case manager " in a program for people with disabilities called RHD [[ resources for human development ]] in philadelphia //

maybe if i could " prove " // validate that im in a program everybody would back down but the HIPPA rules doesn't permit that

also, i'll have to ask loretta's permission for any of you to talk with her // we'll see

finally...............loretta has brought it to my attention that most people in the room PROBABLY realize i have a disability and that's why i type the way i do // NOT because im just a " punk " or obnoxious person // which i was tossing and turning in my sleep over trying to DETERMINE what all of you THINK of me and why we're always fighting //

so therefore im simply being BULLIED !!!!!!!
Oh hey!! I haven't seen you in a while, how you been?
HI darian, wel

Hi Darian, welcome to forums after all these years. @GREEK PICNIC

I know you have a disability darian, known you for several years in General Chat eh? It must be very difficult for you with schitzo affective, and autism. I know one of my mods spoke to your case manager last year. You can have your case worker look me up here also if it helps you.

Ill help you any way I can 🙂
That was @Chelle Belle
 
ATTENTION EVERYBODY : im tired of people saying im MAKING UP disabilties // also, why would somebody lie about that ??

and that's just another example of how i get bullied
 
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