I WAS BANNED FOR LOOKING FOR LOVE.

[MissJessica]

I was just banned from lesbian chat for looking for someone to love.
I said that I use lesbian chat for finding relationships and I was told that is against the rules was banned.
This is the second time I've been banned simply for looking for love.
I don't have anywhere else I can go. There just aren't any sites dedicated to lesbians.
I just want somewhere I can go without being harrassed by guys. But then the guy mod gets on and bans me.
If I am not allowed to find love. I have no reason not to kill myself.
Please unban me so I can find love and not kill myself.

 

[MissJessica]

I don't want to die. But I honestly don't want anything more than to love someone. I'm not looking for anything to be handed to me. But I can't stand how everyone just want to slam the door in my face. I'm just forbidden from looking for someone to love.
I don't think I ever will. I think I'm going to kill myself because death is the only thing I want.
If I'm to be alone forever. Then the next logical step is to die. That's all that's left for me. Death is the only embrace I'll ever find.

 

[ElSerto]

From your kick reason - you got kicked for 30 minutes by Bento.
Bento is the room admin, so I’ll tag her to deal @Bento

 

[Bento]

You weren't banned, you were kicked for instigating. Taking a good 30 min breather is refreshing sometimes, try it..

 

[MissJessica]

It seems like I can't go anywhere or do anything without causing a massive amount of drama. Maybe I will just kill myself.

 

[TheDifference]

Please remember that problems are temporary. Never choose a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Seek help.

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline 1-800-273-8255

 

[jenni31]

It seems like I can't go anywhere or do anything without causing a massive amount of drama. Maybe I will just kill myself.

If thats your immediate response to a short term kick from an online chat then you got bigger issues than being single.
Go get yourself professional help and things will improve.