Is something wrong with me?

[Deleted member 312669]

I don't get it...
The last time I cried was because I never wanted to attend extra tuition...Because I was afraid of not having time to do the stuff I dearly cared for, a 12-hour academic session is not something I can handle all the time. To top it all off, they just HAD to sign me up for a language course. I feel like I don't even have a spine, sometimes I say the opposite of what I really want...the "no" becomes "yes".
Icl ts might pose as a good enough distraction for me but...

Nvm Dat, I cry for no reason at times or the stupidest reasons especially when my parents are talking about my career n shi..n that they might have to choose it for me. I thought crying for no reason was normal for me cuz I did that as a child but hid it from them, ig im just sensitive...as an overthinker- I feel like something deeper is going on that idk of, or am I just overreacting? (My mom and bestie call me "negative" that hurts tbh..)

 

[Soapie]

Yes

 

[Deleted member 312669]

Yes

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[BlackLivesMatter]

I don't get it...
The last time I cried was because I never wanted to attend extra tuition...Because I was afraid of not having time to do the stuff I dearly cared for, a 12-hour academic session is not something I can handle all the time. To top it all off, they just HAD to sign me up for a language course. I feel like I don't even have a spine, sometimes I say the opposite of what I really want...the "no" becomes "yes".
Icl ts might pose as a good enough distraction for me but...

Nvm Dat, I cry for no reason at times or the stupidest reasons especially when my parents are talking about my career n shi..n that they might have to choose it for me. I thought crying for no reason was normal for me cuz I did that as a child but hid it from them, ig im just sensitive...as an overthinker- I feel like something deeper is going on that idk of, or am I just overreacting? (My mom and bestie call me "negative" that hurts tbh..)

I think you are crying because you are unhappy. You were afraid of losing time for things you dearly cared doing. You were unhappy because you just wanted to be a normal kid and have fun. You sound like you strive toward autonomy. You want to be you. Not the "YOU your parents want. I imagine there are some quite high academic standards. You are smart but you see a different path in life. I say just do you.