My Sincere Apology to Soapie ❤️️

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Summerishere

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So I guess had somewhat of a "Kumbaya" moment with another Boys Chat Mod. Who basically, attempted to give me a reality check by calling me a "delusional idiot" and explaining the harm I've might've caused you, which led me to this...

Dear @Soapie, I am whole heartedly apologzing to you because from what I've been told, you personally see me as a bad storm inside the 'peaceful' Boys Chat room. Despite the warm welcome of your random kicks and those memorable nicknames you've given me in the past, I see how maybe, just maybe, I might've contributed to some drama. And TOTALLY not because it was provoked or anything, I'll absorb the full respnsibility of the shitty actions and punches that both you and I threw at each other.

face punch GIF


Honestly, when I first met you, I thought you were great, looking past the odd fact that a grown-ass female was moderating a little boys' chat. If that came off as harassment, well, I sincerely apologize for it. The fault is mine for misinterpreting how I saw you interact with other mods and users, which might've made it a bit tough to tell where the line is when you're just having fun versus when I'm causing your hormones to unbalance.

About those comments I made about you in main? Look, if the banter got too spicy, sorry not sorry that the vibes weren't mutual, but in all honesty, I did not mean to cause any emotional damage or disrespect your fragile paper-thin spirit by any means.

To the rumors of the so-called screenshots where I supposedly threatened to rape you? As unfathomable as that sounds, I want to apologize for my words that you might have construed as threatening and harassment. To further calm your fears from such ill-rumored threats, I want you to feel safe knowing that I wouldn't touch you with a 100-mile pole. Not because you're hideous. Not because you're repulsive. Not because I want to stay STD-free. But simply because it's rumored that you may or may not have a vagina. And I'm as gay as RuPaul dressed in full drag, in a room full of tops. My sincerest apologies there, but your kind makes me limp (with all due respect).

I Think You Should Leave Episode 1 GIF by RuPaul's Drag Race


All in all, I accept full responsibility for my actions and wanted to give a real genuine apology for making your job as a mod seem harder than it probably is. I know it must be really really hard at times, and I hated to have learned that I might've added to that degree of difficulty.

I genuinely hope you can forgive me and we can move past this, working together to foster a space that values respect, understanding, and kindness above all else. While I extend this apology, I quietly hope for your understanding and perhaps an acknowledgment of the situations that led to this moment, recognizing that healing and moving forward is a path best walked together.

With the most sincerest apologies,

Summerchild
 
I offer a heartfelt apology to both you and the community. But I do I recognize the depth of anger and disgust you must feel towards me. I sense the emotional scars I've likely inflicted upon you. I understand how my actions and my presence might leave you feeling devoid of empathy and struggle to find the capacity to forgive a such a kid like me, even if it is sincere. Despite the daunting challenge it may seem, I genuinely apologize for any pain, harm, or sense of danger my actions may have caused you. I am on a journey of personal growth, striving to become the man I aspire to be. This apology marks a significant step forward in that journey. I hope that, whether in days, years, or decades, you can find a way to heal the mental anguish I have caused and forgive me, not just for my sake but for your own peace of mind.
 
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