StarflowerChild
Banned
Dear @Ks_guy
I am sincerely apologizing to you due to the fact that it has been communicated to me that you potentially view me as the bad seed that fell in the basket. To contradict your inviting nature of unwarranted and unsolicited insults, including the monumental statements made about my s exuality, which I refer to as innuendos, I can understand your point of view on my contribution to any controversy present. In saying that, whether I was provoked or not, I can fully comprehend the gravity of my errors and consume any and all accountability of not only my behavior, but yours, and anybody else's that may come our way. If I'm being totally honest, when we first crossed paths, I found you to be super awesome, despite the strange fact that a former moderator of Gay Chat, well-known adult site, is now moderating a chatroom intended for the use of 13+ users. I hope not to rub you the wrong way if you feel I harass, or intimidate you in any capacity. If anything the inconvenience is on my part for taking your relationship with other users and moderators out of context. To the accusations of alleged misconduct, which is not a subject matter I take lightly in any form or manner, no screen-captures have been disclosed for any to see, so I am unsure and confused on how to correctly approach this. However, I had no intention on inflicting any mental or emotional anguish I may have inflicted. I couldn't even fathom the level of disrespect you face daily by other users, which I completely construe myself. To supplementally pacify your emotional or mental damage I possibly have caused deriving from reports of ill-repute comments expressed, I want you to feel at peace of the situation. Not because our past interactions were negative, but solely that I have a generous-mannered heart, and I will do absolutely whatever it takes in my power to make clear that you live a life free of such fears. To sum things up, I will absorb the accountability in its entirety by providing a whole-hearted apology for further creating hardships and difficulties you encounter as a moderator. It pains me to have the knowledge that any degree of such hardships that I have built on to Chat Avenue, in the hopes that you can one day move past this. As an authentic being, I am not asking for your forgiveness, your sympathy, or your empathy, but I am simply asking for your willingness to work with me and others to cultivate a community that regards its values of boundaries, respect, peacefulness, and primarily a loving attitude. In extent to this thesis of sorts, I would both privately and publicly appreciate any form of acknowledgement of the depths of my sincerity. In that being told, I can fully understand the challenges of being devoid of fostering a hope of healing from the light shed on revisiting the emotional scars I have inflicted. It may appear as daunting to forgive a sense of jeopardy, and even disgust that any of us have put on display for the entire internet to see. In hopes of striving for my ambitions to grow as a person from my mistakes, this apology marks a memorable journey I am about to embark on, aspiring to be the best version of myself possible, for both your sake, and everybody else's. I would genuinely like to thank you from the bottom of my heart for showing me the error of my ways, and how personal growth is everything in a scenario like this. You have allowed me to walk in faith as an individual and to show hope and understanding in a whole new light together. For that I thank you with all my heart. As a human being, I recognize that I may not reach you with such a post, perhaps I may inadvertently raise arguments. I am motivated to right my wrongs and actions by comparing the juxtaposition and compromises I had to make to deliver my word. So significantly, that I am prepared for the results of this post, and the ramifications in my future. This post comes from a proactive space of insurance that the world is not a perfect place and quite frankly, the dealings that led up to the position the world is in. I will make no attempts to conceal my identity within Chat Avenue, and I will continue to spread awareness right away and as soon as possible. Moving forward from previous incidents regardless of the severity of it all, likely undermining the activities that may occur on Chat Avenue, improvements can be made in reflection on the reputation here. I am not objectifying any users or the community as a whole, but observing what I have witnessed. Along with what I wanted to emphasize about, making the suggestion that a transparent attitude at the end of the day is the safest and healthiest approach for all. This is with the pure notion that Chat Avenue and the rest of the world can be a better place, seeking out the high road and being the bigger person. My justification may lack basic rationality, but is not entirely illogical, given the circumstances of misinterpretation of various contents experienced on Chat Avenue. I hope to do the most practical thing by obtaining an evident amount of support, and sensibility from other users and community members. I feel confined to the pedestal of a cookie cutter will to define my limited destiny, as we shall not be ensnared by the greater evil among us. What can possibly be as headstrong as the season of an inward and measurable remorse? An unfed eagerness that consists of inedible disdain and the indeterminable acts of our lives. I will therefore protest against all misinformed conclusions from here on out, as we struggle with the perception of our presence. I desired this to be a divine summit of spirit and effort to our great moderators. Fundamental to me is a revelation exaltation can only be attained through faithfulness to the covenants of an eternal bond between users and Chat Avenue. That divine doctrine is why I learn that humanity is an essential characteristic of individual, premortal, mortal, and eternal identity, and purpose. That is also why I have required myself to oppose social and legal pressures to retreat from my doctrine of a bond between users and Chat Avenue, to oppose changes that homogenize the differences between humanity and inhumanity, or to confuse or alter identity. I will proceed to gather irrefutable claims made against this, making it so that even the most oblivious individuals unable to disengage from the involvement. Supposedly, deflecting the consequences of a hole waiting to gape, overlooking everything. In regards to the implemented mentality of breaking the status-quo, I have been hesitant to address this constant issue. Covertly, alarming to me is the superior evil lurking behind the scenes, on the basis that many here are naive to the occasion. I however am not ignorant to this fact or general ordeal. Discovering the introduction to my next point, judging by the function of an infamous "troll" who facilitates satire only to his advantage and benefit. Where is the indication that this "troll" has not had any byproduct of an indisputable edict? The girth of my debate has not even climaxed, or even been noted. I somewhat contain an urge to sympathize with those fallen victim to this troll, precisely because they do not deserve unwanted harassment, whatsoever. Needless to say, the ludicrous perception of attacking those who are vulnerable to it is nonetheless, downright despicably, and atrociously wicked. Nevertheless, giving an opening to exploit crucial evidence against the manipulation of advised realizations that equality is pointless? I am speechless. Details of monetizing in terms of one's demise or endurance of agony, sustenance and tribulation as some would speak of it. Even the most violating and degrading of people will agree that what we are discussing here is horrendous and vile. Cruelty is what it is. Pulverizing it, and it's immediately deceased. I don't intend to be disparaging, but I will defy anything that will weaponize the repugnant stature of our wrongs.
Thank You,
StarflowerChild
I am sincerely apologizing to you due to the fact that it has been communicated to me that you potentially view me as the bad seed that fell in the basket. To contradict your inviting nature of unwarranted and unsolicited insults, including the monumental statements made about my s exuality, which I refer to as innuendos, I can understand your point of view on my contribution to any controversy present. In saying that, whether I was provoked or not, I can fully comprehend the gravity of my errors and consume any and all accountability of not only my behavior, but yours, and anybody else's that may come our way. If I'm being totally honest, when we first crossed paths, I found you to be super awesome, despite the strange fact that a former moderator of Gay Chat, well-known adult site, is now moderating a chatroom intended for the use of 13+ users. I hope not to rub you the wrong way if you feel I harass, or intimidate you in any capacity. If anything the inconvenience is on my part for taking your relationship with other users and moderators out of context. To the accusations of alleged misconduct, which is not a subject matter I take lightly in any form or manner, no screen-captures have been disclosed for any to see, so I am unsure and confused on how to correctly approach this. However, I had no intention on inflicting any mental or emotional anguish I may have inflicted. I couldn't even fathom the level of disrespect you face daily by other users, which I completely construe myself. To supplementally pacify your emotional or mental damage I possibly have caused deriving from reports of ill-repute comments expressed, I want you to feel at peace of the situation. Not because our past interactions were negative, but solely that I have a generous-mannered heart, and I will do absolutely whatever it takes in my power to make clear that you live a life free of such fears. To sum things up, I will absorb the accountability in its entirety by providing a whole-hearted apology for further creating hardships and difficulties you encounter as a moderator. It pains me to have the knowledge that any degree of such hardships that I have built on to Chat Avenue, in the hopes that you can one day move past this. As an authentic being, I am not asking for your forgiveness, your sympathy, or your empathy, but I am simply asking for your willingness to work with me and others to cultivate a community that regards its values of boundaries, respect, peacefulness, and primarily a loving attitude. In extent to this thesis of sorts, I would both privately and publicly appreciate any form of acknowledgement of the depths of my sincerity. In that being told, I can fully understand the challenges of being devoid of fostering a hope of healing from the light shed on revisiting the emotional scars I have inflicted. It may appear as daunting to forgive a sense of jeopardy, and even disgust that any of us have put on display for the entire internet to see. In hopes of striving for my ambitions to grow as a person from my mistakes, this apology marks a memorable journey I am about to embark on, aspiring to be the best version of myself possible, for both your sake, and everybody else's. I would genuinely like to thank you from the bottom of my heart for showing me the error of my ways, and how personal growth is everything in a scenario like this. You have allowed me to walk in faith as an individual and to show hope and understanding in a whole new light together. For that I thank you with all my heart. As a human being, I recognize that I may not reach you with such a post, perhaps I may inadvertently raise arguments. I am motivated to right my wrongs and actions by comparing the juxtaposition and compromises I had to make to deliver my word. So significantly, that I am prepared for the results of this post, and the ramifications in my future. This post comes from a proactive space of insurance that the world is not a perfect place and quite frankly, the dealings that led up to the position the world is in. I will make no attempts to conceal my identity within Chat Avenue, and I will continue to spread awareness right away and as soon as possible. Moving forward from previous incidents regardless of the severity of it all, likely undermining the activities that may occur on Chat Avenue, improvements can be made in reflection on the reputation here. I am not objectifying any users or the community as a whole, but observing what I have witnessed. Along with what I wanted to emphasize about, making the suggestion that a transparent attitude at the end of the day is the safest and healthiest approach for all. This is with the pure notion that Chat Avenue and the rest of the world can be a better place, seeking out the high road and being the bigger person. My justification may lack basic rationality, but is not entirely illogical, given the circumstances of misinterpretation of various contents experienced on Chat Avenue. I hope to do the most practical thing by obtaining an evident amount of support, and sensibility from other users and community members. I feel confined to the pedestal of a cookie cutter will to define my limited destiny, as we shall not be ensnared by the greater evil among us. What can possibly be as headstrong as the season of an inward and measurable remorse? An unfed eagerness that consists of inedible disdain and the indeterminable acts of our lives. I will therefore protest against all misinformed conclusions from here on out, as we struggle with the perception of our presence. I desired this to be a divine summit of spirit and effort to our great moderators. Fundamental to me is a revelation exaltation can only be attained through faithfulness to the covenants of an eternal bond between users and Chat Avenue. That divine doctrine is why I learn that humanity is an essential characteristic of individual, premortal, mortal, and eternal identity, and purpose. That is also why I have required myself to oppose social and legal pressures to retreat from my doctrine of a bond between users and Chat Avenue, to oppose changes that homogenize the differences between humanity and inhumanity, or to confuse or alter identity. I will proceed to gather irrefutable claims made against this, making it so that even the most oblivious individuals unable to disengage from the involvement. Supposedly, deflecting the consequences of a hole waiting to gape, overlooking everything. In regards to the implemented mentality of breaking the status-quo, I have been hesitant to address this constant issue. Covertly, alarming to me is the superior evil lurking behind the scenes, on the basis that many here are naive to the occasion. I however am not ignorant to this fact or general ordeal. Discovering the introduction to my next point, judging by the function of an infamous "troll" who facilitates satire only to his advantage and benefit. Where is the indication that this "troll" has not had any byproduct of an indisputable edict? The girth of my debate has not even climaxed, or even been noted. I somewhat contain an urge to sympathize with those fallen victim to this troll, precisely because they do not deserve unwanted harassment, whatsoever. Needless to say, the ludicrous perception of attacking those who are vulnerable to it is nonetheless, downright despicably, and atrociously wicked. Nevertheless, giving an opening to exploit crucial evidence against the manipulation of advised realizations that equality is pointless? I am speechless. Details of monetizing in terms of one's demise or endurance of agony, sustenance and tribulation as some would speak of it. Even the most violating and degrading of people will agree that what we are discussing here is horrendous and vile. Cruelty is what it is. Pulverizing it, and it's immediately deceased. I don't intend to be disparaging, but I will defy anything that will weaponize the repugnant stature of our wrongs.
Thank You,
StarflowerChild
