NFGoriginal
New Member
I guess it is time to tell people a little about myself since I've been here since 2019 (chatting) and have never posted on the forums before.
As stated above, I have been chatting here since 2019. I get the impression a lot of people like to think they know me but genuinely know nothing because their own thoughts and feelings are more important than fact.
I have autism (whoop-tee-doo, who cares). Got my diagnosis in 2023. I have been on a path to improve my life and understand cognition better ever since.
I managed to quit drinking alcohol last year, (was depressed for a while) things are looking much better now!
I enjoy Synthwave music, exercising, WW2 related documentaries, history, learning, art (even though I'm bad at it) etc.
These are facts.
I am also aware that being the way I am, I start conversations a lot of other people do not want to have, I do not blame people for not wanting to be judged but you will be judged by everyone you chat with anyway.
The difference in judgment calls (which everyone does) is finding out later on if it was a good or bad judgment call to make.
People should stop spending their time trying to maintain the 'perfect internet image' in front of other people that really do not care at the end of the day.
Stop engaging people that are obviously trying to mock, belittle, insult, 'troll' AND stop being guilt-tripped by others because you made the right judgment call to begin with.. You are proving yourself to people that do not deserve it because they triggered an insecure reaction within you.
Be yourself, don't try and be like anyone else, BE YOURSELF and BE HAPPY about it. There is only one you.
(I know some people will read this as an insult, too. It's not an insult and I apologize) start asking yourself why everyone is hyperfocused on 'exposing' each other, too?
It's a game.
You learn... Some people don't learn things like self-improvement because they put that kind of learning beneath them and put their focus into controlling others, getting a reaction, shifting the attention where they want it to be, etc. That is how YOU end up guilt-tripped, doubting yourself and being used by others for amusement/entertainment purposes.
If you aren't this manipulative person you are probably alright and doing well for yourself.
If you aren't, you should believe in yourself more and you will get there! (your goals)
Healing is a long and great process... The more you heal, the better you feel.
(Some people put 'help' beneath them, too) Some will even resent you for it.
I am confident in my abilities and know my weaknesses, which will not be used against me to manipulate an insecure OR impulsive response.
Sorry (not sorry) narcissistic people that masquerade themselves as 'trolls' and women that think 'arguing with people is fun' which is also A LOT of women, too.
Pathetic people have/make pathetic excuses they bring to the table to excuse their pathetic, reckless behavior.
Ironically, people that bring NOTHING to the table bring disagreements, arguments, insults and attempts to gaslight you into thinking they bring SOMETHING... You'll wait for it and nothing will come. Or you might experience something nice temporarily and then have it pulled away from you.
IT IS CALLED TRAUMA BONDING.
With all of that said and if you have made it this far, the chat is not all bad.. From my experience you just need to observe the users and make up your mind about who you interract with.
You WILL meet nice people, though there are very few of them. I hope people here DO find their friends, crowd, etc, too.
I am and have been known as NFG, Nyctophiliac and Knight.
I mostly use the General Chatroom
I do not shy away from who I am.
I watch and observe, A LOT, never with the intention of insulting others
It is better to focus on objectives, ideas, discuss them and understand more things that you otherwise wouldn't.
A lot of this is generally how I think, which is always open for discussion even if you disagree.
Just don't come around hurling your insults and making accusations that are not true.. You won't get a reaction anyway.
Even if you have made up your mind about me, or haven't.
It is nice to meet you
And I wish users happy chatting!
As stated above, I have been chatting here since 2019. I get the impression a lot of people like to think they know me but genuinely know nothing because their own thoughts and feelings are more important than fact.
I have autism (whoop-tee-doo, who cares). Got my diagnosis in 2023. I have been on a path to improve my life and understand cognition better ever since.
I managed to quit drinking alcohol last year, (was depressed for a while) things are looking much better now!
I enjoy Synthwave music, exercising, WW2 related documentaries, history, learning, art (even though I'm bad at it) etc.
These are facts.
I am also aware that being the way I am, I start conversations a lot of other people do not want to have, I do not blame people for not wanting to be judged but you will be judged by everyone you chat with anyway.
The difference in judgment calls (which everyone does) is finding out later on if it was a good or bad judgment call to make.
People should stop spending their time trying to maintain the 'perfect internet image' in front of other people that really do not care at the end of the day.
Stop engaging people that are obviously trying to mock, belittle, insult, 'troll' AND stop being guilt-tripped by others because you made the right judgment call to begin with.. You are proving yourself to people that do not deserve it because they triggered an insecure reaction within you.
Be yourself, don't try and be like anyone else, BE YOURSELF and BE HAPPY about it. There is only one you.
(I know some people will read this as an insult, too. It's not an insult and I apologize) start asking yourself why everyone is hyperfocused on 'exposing' each other, too?
It's a game.
You learn... Some people don't learn things like self-improvement because they put that kind of learning beneath them and put their focus into controlling others, getting a reaction, shifting the attention where they want it to be, etc. That is how YOU end up guilt-tripped, doubting yourself and being used by others for amusement/entertainment purposes.
If you aren't this manipulative person you are probably alright and doing well for yourself.
If you aren't, you should believe in yourself more and you will get there! (your goals)
Healing is a long and great process... The more you heal, the better you feel.
(Some people put 'help' beneath them, too) Some will even resent you for it.
I am confident in my abilities and know my weaknesses, which will not be used against me to manipulate an insecure OR impulsive response.
Sorry (not sorry) narcissistic people that masquerade themselves as 'trolls' and women that think 'arguing with people is fun' which is also A LOT of women, too.
Pathetic people have/make pathetic excuses they bring to the table to excuse their pathetic, reckless behavior.
Ironically, people that bring NOTHING to the table bring disagreements, arguments, insults and attempts to gaslight you into thinking they bring SOMETHING... You'll wait for it and nothing will come. Or you might experience something nice temporarily and then have it pulled away from you.
IT IS CALLED TRAUMA BONDING.
With all of that said and if you have made it this far, the chat is not all bad.. From my experience you just need to observe the users and make up your mind about who you interract with.
You WILL meet nice people, though there are very few of them. I hope people here DO find their friends, crowd, etc, too.
I am and have been known as NFG, Nyctophiliac and Knight.
I mostly use the General Chatroom
I do not shy away from who I am.
I watch and observe, A LOT, never with the intention of insulting others
It is better to focus on objectives, ideas, discuss them and understand more things that you otherwise wouldn't.
A lot of this is generally how I think, which is always open for discussion even if you disagree.
Just don't come around hurling your insults and making accusations that are not true.. You won't get a reaction anyway.
Even if you have made up your mind about me, or haven't.
It is nice to meet you
And I wish users happy chatting!
