PTSD!
I think I have it. I have been very badly bloody beaten up abused in real life for no reason at all and I have scars marks on me from it and more that I can not say on here. I did not deserve this either. No woman should ever have to go through what happened to me. I even have nightmares still and it happened a long time ago. I still have to see a counselor daily for what happen bad in my real life. Yes he is in jail-prison too. Thank God! Some of my life is ruined by him. I live in pain daily. I take baby steps everyday. I pray that one day I can get over it, but I will always have scars until the day I die and go to heaven. I will never forget what happen to me. I pray every morning, day, and night for myself. Some nights I still can not even sleep from it. Very bad memories. I am hurt badly for life.