I'm so very sorry about your uncle that just died of cancer. That makes me so sad. I know the feeling. Hugs! If you need to talk I'm here to talk to. I'm going thru to much to. May he RIP. Cancer is terrible. I know that feeling too. You can let your feeling out like I always do if you want to. I try not to hold anything in or I get more sick. I'm sad for you and your family. I hope someday there will be a cure for cancer. I had some family and friends died of cancer. I cry still sometimes. Life is so short. All I can do is pray for you and your family. I can be here if you need someone to talk to. Again I on sorry about your uncle and other things you're going through in real life. I care for others. My condolences. Life is full of hurts and pain sometimes. Life is not easy. Life hard sometimes. I'm sorry. Just take one day at a time. I talk to a counselor from time to time. It helps me. I been crying too lately about my personal life. It's okay to cry too.