I miss my ex so much.. it felt so familiar yet two different beings.. especially in moment like this, he could just be there and stay silent, and I would feel alright, listening to the silence of our midnights.. just two boys with too much ambition, embracing each other, seeking that warmth from each otherโs heart in this cold world, staring at the ceiling with our hands gesturing our dreams in the air without making any sense.. but we understood each other. We told each other our chaotic phases, what we learnt, how we changed. How we are scarred. That innocent wondering, laughters, playful banters. I didnโt even have to restrain myself. Some way, somehow, I know you were alright with it. I couldnโt even believe I could laugh like that again when I was with you. As I grew older, I realized itโs harder to laugh heartily. But with you, I felt safe and could be my old self again. The happy boy. You found me when I was lost. And perhaps, you were lost too. And we found each other. But our circumstances keeps us apart. It could have been you. It could have been me. This could have been us. And now we are aiming for our dreams separately. And i truly hope I would meet you again in the future. I was so enchanted to meet you..