What keeps you up at night?

The non-stop thought that when we die, there will be no after life. Our brain will simply shut off and we will just stop existing. The darkness, the nothingness that waits and lies ahead. Suicide isn't an option because it will just be coming quicker. I do not fear death. I fear what comes after. I fear not existing.

Why sleep when I have many millennium's of total sleep to come.
 
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I have so many thoughts going through my head on a daily basis, Its like a shield. Sometimes people say something, And I can't really decipher what they said till the words fall through the mess of thoughts, and I struggle to put them all back together. I think a lifetime of thoughts every week. And I can't stop. I'm way too analytical.
 
I stay awake alllllllll night, planning my day to keep everyone I know and don't know happy and content so as to not upset the apple cart, making sure I live my life in perfect accordance to everyone else and all the myriad of rules they have ... and then change.

Oh, wait, no. That's what I used to do and still couldn't make anyone happy. I'm pretty certain I told everyone to go fuck themselves and I have been a whole lot happier for it.
 
Curiosity is what keeps me up at night. I'm curious as to what's going on around me, what other people I know are doing, what conversations I could be missing out on. I could go on and on and on, LOL. I would also say my phone is what keeps me up, as I'm always on there texting somebody late at night, keeping me wide awake with some good conversations.
 
:banghead: :curse: :hmm: :help: me :lol: That dam tomcat that roams across my fence at night looking to get him some 😏 Thats what keeps me up 😱k:
 
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